27. What makes them sad? Do they cry regularly? Do they cry openly or hide it? What are they like they are sad?
NAMELESS. is you really asking me about kalia being sad tea?? (*coughs* trying to make her kill children *coughs*) but let’s do this one by one.
NOT a lot of stuff makes her sad only because she straight up channels it into her anger && hate instead?? it’s easier to be pissed than it is to be sad cause only one of those things is gonna break her. but one thing that stands out most of all is getting to see the getting to see the sun, dawn && dusk – just getting to see the sky really. most of her missions were at night but until she became an official agent™
(the status was just for show lbr) she wasn’t allowed outside very often. mostly only because training demanded it or she was being moved to another base. seeing a sky that wasn’t pitch black && full of stars watching her carry out HYDRA’s orders was rare && strange. just watching the sun set or rise can make her cry.
nah man, she’s a cool kid. she doesn’t cry unless it’s to get something or natures stunning her with #aesthetic. she’s too cool for this regular crying thing. who needs to cry when you can just hit something anyway?? but anyway that basically covers the open or hidden part cause her real tears are all on the inside when people are around unless she really cares about you then she’ll cry into your shirt then punch you in the arm as a warning not to tell anyone about the feelings™.
when she’s actually sad though you’re fucked cause she’s angrier when she’s sad?? sorta in this ‘ how dare my body betray me like this && show such weakness ’ way. she gets grumpier && a little more violent than usual so you could get your head bitten off or she could give no shits about passing out && telekinetically throw your ass out a window. although that doesn’t really apply to people who were above her in HYDRA until around a year after escaping because, frankly, it was too well ingrained in her not to dare.
